什麼東西都是冥冥中註定

2007-02-15T02:52:00.000+08:00

such a long time since i posted anything...alot of ppl thought i am using friendster blog but hell no. Some of the things i dont thing i can share with all the people in my friendster list..

I am rushing my contempt issue report now but i cant seem to focus..too many tings are on my head..making me feeling confused and complicated..some things just cannot be controlled...had been drinking almost everyday..ya..ALMOST EVERYDAY! wth...think my liver gonna spoil one day..*touch wood* have been workign alot of days in carribean since school reopens..very different from elite..though both are ktv pubs..it is kinda of fun..and sometimes still crazy enough to go nos drink till 6am in the mrn after work..ya..mi n mich...2 crazy women..

and these few weeks got lan tao huas..kinda of scary...ya..is huas not hua...it means mroe than one..quite a few...y?? i rather get one good taohua then so many lan tao hua...

i did smtht hat i shouldnt have done...adn these had make me xin shen bu ning...i feel confused and i didnt know whether i had made the right choice...hope i can get out of this stupid mess soon...

2007-01-24T09:54:00.000+08:00

well..i like got 3 blogs now..so weird... just created the friendster blog but that is NOT my blog..i just post those you de mei you thingy up there...for fun...kinda of boliao...

anyway..i have been feelign veyr irritated these few days...coz i have outbreak%!&#%& tmd! very jialat..i dun even dare to put makeup at the moment..and so many ppl have been asking me out and i have been rejecting so many..feel bad abt it...weight have been shooting up too...coz have been eating alot of things...ya...alot! u cannot imagine how much a girl like me can eat..

2more days to end of internship..kinda of happy but sad also...those very mixed feelings...

need to find new parttime....my timetable is 3-6pm...so i can only work during the night...perhaps pub or smth ba...pay also higher...

i hate the feelign that i m nto tall enough to do alot of stuff..short is not my fault..blame my mum k...coz she is shorter than me...

2007-01-17T15:58:00.000+08:00

胸罩一天勿帶超過十二小時!

如果你用的bra是有鋼絲的，這些是比較貴，又說用了它，胸部不易下垂。千萬不要信啊！

因為有兩條鋼絲，所以壓力更大，令淋巴阻塞更嚴重。你試試用手按按 bra帶和正中央的位置。

好痛啊！因為有阻塞囉。不想生cancer, 就快D將那兩條鋼絲拿出，每天洗澡時要記得多擦擦那些痛的位置，慢慢淋巴和任脈通了，你就不會痛，生的機會也減低啦。自己多按摩胸部，由下向上推，那就不會下垂了。

男士們, 請告訴你的另一半吧！胸罩一天勿帶超過十二小時!! (文章來源：吳珮琪醫生新書 36天平胸byebye）

日常生活中有什麼因素會導致乳癌？相信愛美的女性一定難以想像，胸罩也可能成為致癌的因素，這有理可循的。因為胸罩長時間壓迫著胸部，將使毒素停滯在胸部的組織當中，而如果穿戴胸罩的時間一天長達18小時以上，毒素便會盡其所能在這一部位將正常細胞轉移成癌細胞。

1990年，日本的醫學界在幫助女性豐胸的實驗中發現一個現象，就是受試女性經過 3 個月的胸罩長時壓縮後，胸部都縮小了，胸圍則變大了，左右兩乳頭的距離也變寬了，乳房變得更加下垂，也就是說，胸部在胸罩的壓力下變大了，變大的原因來自淋巴液的增加，淋巴管的壓縮可能導致毒素集中於胸部組織。

人體其他部分毒素可以慢慢的排除，胸部的毒素卻容易停滯不去，所以當再有一次毒素侵襲胸部時，病變就將發了。由於胸部的淋巴管接近表皮，特別容易受到壓抑，淋巴系統中另一個重要的結構為淋巴結，腋窩就是淋巴結主要的聚集部位。這包牯腋下及胸部上緣的部位約有20到30個淋巴結深埋著，過濾來自乳房、手臂及胸腔上部的淋巴液，淋巴結能排除過濾淋巴液中的廢物，所以是預防病變的尖兵，當淋巴結偵測到外來的異物例如:細菌、毒素，或癌細胞時，淋巴結就會變得腫脹，如喉嚨痛一般。

淋巴液也負責清除毒素的任務，毒素很容易囤積在脂肪中，胸部的脂肪就是絕佳的囤積部位，而當淋巴液的流動受阻，其清除毒素的能力也會受干擾，如此環環相扣，就不難瞭解胸部受到胸罩長時間壓迫後，可能引發的問題。

所以為了避免乳癌的發生，女性應該儘量縮短穿戴胸罩的時間，一天最好不要超過 12小時。

2007-01-17T15:39:00.000+08:00

７大騎呢恐怖性風俗

天下之大無奇不有，時代進步，但人類智慧有時並冇跟隨時代進步，特別性風俗方面就更離譜。
近日美國某性學組織走訪全球，研究世界各地古怪性風俗，發現唔少地方依然民智未開，性風俗相當騎呢，有甚至用「駭人聽聞」形容也不為過。

１.切下小兄弟做頸鏈
塔斯曼尼亞，如果老公死，寡婦必須切去老公「小兄弟」，防腐風乾後製成頸鏈，掛條頸度一段日子，直至搵到新男人為止，但寡婦絕對唔可以用呢條好兄弟自慰，覺得係對死人侮辱，有得睇冇得用，真係慘絕人寰。

２.用棒棒打死淫婦
在波蘭某小城市，男人如果出去鬼混話就要特別小心，因為呢度容許女人合法殺死同自己老公上床女人，不過就限定只可以用棒打死，用刀用槍赤手空拳都唔得，收埋所有棒狀物體先去滾，會唔會安全呢？

３.特許召妓200次
烏拉圭，男人絕對唔可以要求老婆月經期間做愛，違者一律要坐監，咁咪好鬼慘？每個月要紮炮五至七日。不過法律不外乎人情，呢日子男人可以名正言順去召妓，只要唔超過二百次就可以，二百次？但試問有鉽茖k人可以七日之內做二百次呢？

４.外母睇住你洞房
哥倫比亞一鄉下地方，某地方依然有好多古怪風俗，結婚洞房當晚，新郎哥要有心理準備當眾表演，因為法例容許新娘的媽媽企隔籬監視，做得唔好話，重會即時指導，外母大人企隔籬，咁你重有冇興趣做呢？

５.成族男丁都搞得
法屬圭亞那，做新娘都唔係咁過癮，因為新郎哥成個家族男丁都有權利同新娘做愛，直至做到新娘當媽媽為止。如是者，要搵番阿仔親生老竇睇怕都相當困難，咁多人點記得邊個搞過自己呢，唔通下下都要去驗DNA咁麻煩咩？

６.失身需要有證人
尼日利亞某些地方，女仔一旦破處，必須搵證人鑑證，證人唔係人人可以做，一定要由兩個充滿性經驗女人擔任，從做愛方式，到破處流幾多血，全部都要記錄在案，做完後重要研究埋處女膜有幾厚，嚴格過科學鑑證，性愛，使唔使認真成咁呀？

７.偷歡一晚代價大
大家去西伯利亞旅行認真要小心，西伯利亞女人都會用身體招待旅客，玩完一晚之後，女人就會要求旅客用自己小便漱口，肯漱口的話就係貴賓，唔肯就係全族的敵人，用小便漱口換一晚歡愉，值唔值得？咁就真係見仁見智！

2007-01-17T15:31:00.000+08:00

海南三亞駐軍某部戰士發現一隻金黃色的蝙蝠，極為可愛。　
2004年11月16日下午，海南三亞市田獨鎮駐軍某部戰士，在瓜菜地的香蕉園裡，發現一隻金黃色的蝙蝠，捉獲後引起眾多戰友的觀看。
大家認為，蝙蝠一般都是黑色的，且不會討人喜歡；
而捉獲的這只蝙蝠，卻不一樣，金黃色的身軀，極為可愛。
據戰士班長劉洋介紹，這隻金黃色的蝙蝠是戰士黃妙峰在香蕉葉子上發現的，報告給他後戰士們一起把它捉獲了。
這只蝙蝠兩翅膀張開有30公分長，性情溫和，用手逗它也不會咬人，給它水便用嘴吸起來，放了一夜也不聽到它鳴叫。
兩隻耳朵似四片花葉，細細的金色小毛長滿全身，不知這叫什麼蝙蝠。
戰士們說，不知這種蝙蝠有否研究價值，他們希望捐獻給研究部門。
目前，蝙蝠還養在部隊裡，它只喝一點水，也不吃東西，戰士們不知如何讓它生存下去。

2007-01-09T12:16:00.000+08:00

I m so tired. Went jogging yest around the neighbourhood. It may be unbelievable but this is the first time I went for jogging. Almost died of exhaustion. My face was damn red and the heat took around 20 mins to go off. Ate a whole sting ray after that. Thx to mum. All the calories that was burnt earlier was back. After that, met up with mich and went to ink bar to have a drink. Drink whiskey sour and grasshopper, 2 things that I had not tried before..then after that went to nos to continue our drink. The leftover vodka opened that time. Sing drink Sing Drink. Such an unhealthy lifestyle. Know 2 new frenz..hmm..well..i forgot the name..but really envy that they can speak Cantonese through the whole conversation (haha..coz one was from hong kong). Anyway, had fun with them, was thrash by one of them for dai dee and 5 10. Tmd. So bug an yuan. I NEVER lose so much before. Okiex..My ego appear again.. Stayed at nos till 5am..reached home around 5.20..damn shag..slept for one and a half hour and I m at work again..pls sing superwoman for me…

And lao goh ask me go phuture on wed..win liao lor..know I not enough sleep still want me to go… I m living such an unhealthy lifestyle..

2007-01-03T16:45:00.000+08:00

13 more days…woohoo…13more days to our anniversary!! Spent my holidays with him...love him love him love him!

Xmas
This year xmas was one year that I received the most pressies…so many that I m so lazy to list down…haha…went to charcoal (the shatec restaurant) and tmd..so ex lah! Around 110bukcs for 2 person, excluding the corkage charge...then chatted with the teacher until the restaurant closed..went to kster to sing after that..and met up with evelyn n yufang for death note 2 at 2.20am..lol…that time was sneak preview..that is y so late…

New Year
New year eve I spent at chien’s hse bbq-ing, mahjonging and playing cards..there were mi, bao bei, chien, keffy, chun teng, jun an, bing hong, wen qi and Johnny..it was fun. The hse were filled with smoke sia..drank quite a lot..then we countdown and drink shots of vodka coz it is new year..then we called the to other ppl like chris n ding yuan n mel and sing happy bdae song to them..lol..kinda of dumb..we just want to do funny stuff…

It was fun..coz we played murderer n detective and Indian poker..super long time nv play murderer n detective le..not the blink blink one..is the press hand one..then so funny..bao bei always tio murderer one..then I always kanna murdered..and we eat so much till I feel like vomiting…

I hadn’t have the time o think about my new year resolution yet and I need to rush my portfolio n contemporary issue by this sat!

Clubbing
That day met up with yufang n evelyn n supposingly jailing too…but jailing didn’t only came awhile..coz she got bike exam the next day..it was like after so many years…and we know each other for around 8-9 years or more..that is cool…we went to zouk mambo…it was fun..first time I go to mambo nite…I love the mambo music…

Anyway..it was weird lah..coz jailing didn’t come but her godbrother did…and with his big grp of airforce guys..super weird..so many ppl..i dun even rem 3 person name..i only rem Jason(jialing’s godbro) n YY..these two names..lol..bad stm mah…drink quite a lot..lychee martini..tquila shots..baileys milk and dunno what..haha..but it was really fun..and the best thing is we didn’t pay for anything…but I felt so bad..so later when we took cab to geylang eat touhua that time..i forced YY to take my money..lol..

That time went mos with chien n chris n wenqi..was fun too..but I seriously hate guys that I dunno at all stand very close me and hug my waist! That is damn uncomfortable lah..if I know u is still not that bad..but HELLO! I dunno u at all..and the worst thing is..he hug both mi n chien together..one hand one person..and dance super close to us..bth chien n mi so uncomfortable lah..trying to struggle away from him..if he is not wenqi’s fren, I sure pull chien and walk away one…

Haha..and Chien’s beauty had lured many predators sia..poor chien..haha…but coz she too pretty le…lol..i sounded like a lesbian..but I have always thought it is a waste that she didn’t go do part time modeling..she got the heights and got the looks..it is really wasted…

I am becoming a clubbing n pubbing n alcoholic freak sia..really enjoy drinking..and I do hope I can get drunk one day..that is my goal..lol…I dun mean that my alcoholic withstand is very good..but mine is not tat bad either..

2006-12-18T15:25:00.000+08:00

Guess what! I just bought my psp!lalala...with 4 games..sims 2 pet, need for race, and MOH and Fifa for bao bei..lalala...i bought the pink one..limited edition...lalala...i m so happy...psppspspspspspspspspspsp...thanks bao bei for sponsoring half..woohoo.i m so happy..hahahaha...

2006-12-08T15:01:00.000+08:00

沉睡的火山总有爆发的一天. This is my nick for msn. I dun think there is anything wrong with this sentence. Isn’t it very true? Sometimes, people are just like volcanoes, they may seem very peaceful and calm, but there will be once that they will erupt when they can’t take it anymore. I am like a sleeping volcano; I am trying to surpass all my negative emotions. Please don’t ever make me explode.

I am feeling vexed over many stuff these few days. Trying my best to be optimistic. Trying my best to look at the bright side and the good things. It is not easy, but I will try.

Was on MC yesterday, urinary infection. What the?! The doctor suck too, seems like he is chasing me away with just a few sentence. Wth? Chase me away also no use..there are no other patients le leh…

I m not feeling right..how?? I m afraid of making the wrong choice…used to say that I loathe this type of ppl..but I m becoming one of them myself..omg..i cant control…

And my day is spoilt because of some dumb ass that scolded me for stupid reason..

2006-12-04T11:22:00.001+08:00

It is Monday again! It seems like I have been wasting my life away...there are so many things that I want to do but I can’t do, mostly due the to budget constraint. I swear I am gonna earn lotx of money so that my children can do whatever they want. I miss my hip hop class yesterday.  Partly because I was too tired that I was actually still sleeping during 2 plus and partly because val cant go. Saturday was a busy day for me, but at least it made me felt like I am utilizing my life.

Saturday morning woke up, prepared and went to cine to watch movie with bao bei. He wanted to watch the battle of wits but we cant due to time constraint.
In the end, we watched “The last kiss”. We have no idea what the movie is about when we went into the cinema, we bought the tickets for sake that we want to watch movie. Overall, the movie was okiex, a so-so movie but good for those ppl who are getting sick of their relationship.

The movie ended slightly earlier than we expected that it will be, so in the end mi n bao bei shopped around at orchard area and I went to trim my brows. Hollywood secrets forever so many ppl one. Then, met my sisters and my sister-in-law to meritus mandarin (the triple 3) for buffet dinner. Saw jeekeng the moment I stepped into the restaurant.

Jk: “ You not working today?”
Mi: “ Hmm, nope. I only work on Mon-fri”

Kinda of contradicting. We are in the same course but life seems to be so different. I am damn xin fu.

The food there isn’t really very very nice, but still acceptable.

After dinner, we went to settlers café to play board games. Hohoho, damn fun sia and everyone is cunning when it comes to games.

It was already 1am when we left settlers, but, I proceed to Nos to meet up with mich, guang zhuo , Sky and Jian Hong (if I never remember wrongly, guangzhuo’s friends). Stayed until 5plus in the morning and I guess we are crazy or rather, they are crazy. We drink the leftover chivas we left the other day, then we opened 2 new bottle of chivas, 1 bottle of vodka and 1 bucket of Heineken. Omg, this is y mich got drunk. This is also why I can’t wake up the next day.

2006-12-04T11:22:00.000+08:00

2006-11-30T10:03:00.001+08:00

Tmd, just went into wlny, some little gal seems to be unhappy about me posting too many replies. Well, I am seriously pissed off by her reply. I admit that I posted too many replies with desmond’s one. That is because I am too free u know. And I was pissed off not because that she said I posted too many replies but is the way she phrase it. Wtf. Nvm, ppl is still so young, I shall not be bothered by XIAO MEI MEI! Wtf!And I will not make anymore comments in wlny before someone gets unhappy again.

Went back to elite to work yesterday, same faces but different environment. The regulars are still the regulars. The unfamiliar yet familiar feeling filled my body and mind. Luckily, everything went very smoothly except for the fact that my leg hurts. Ya, bloody hell, it really hurts. Yesterday, I was actually dumb enough that I wore high heels there. It wasn’t really that I wanted to wear heels but I wore heels because I went there straight after I knocked off from Sentosa.

Some said that I am superwoman, work full time and part-time. Actually it doesn’t matter. It wasn’t the first time anyway. At least, it proved that I could take hardship. I do enjoy working in elite too, I love the environment, and it is so relaxing.

I almost had forgotten someone until I saw him in elite yesterday. That person is Aaron. Mind you, not Val’s Aaron, is elite’s Aaron. Haha! Hmm..and I was so happy that he sang “I still believe” with me, though I dun really know to sing myself. I thought I will not be able to find someone to sing that song with me yesterday. But here he came. I really love his voice lor. He sing damn well. Among the ppl I know, I think his voice is the best. Hai, but I wasn’t able to find “bi sha ji”, kinda of sad. He was supposed to sing that song for me even before I have started my attachment. Finally he can sing that song for me yesterday, but the new system dun have that song. Tmd! But thx for singing “ai yu cheng” for me instead. Really appreciate that.

I am going zouk later with panda and frenz. Hai, don’t really feel like going after I know that it was underage party. Sian. I dun want want to dance with underage people and so many of them are just so AA and act as if they are very pro. I know I am young too but I still prefer to mix with older people.

Times can fade one’s memory, but when one started reminisce parts and pieces of the memory, they will start to remember a lot of things. Some things are better to be kept deep in the heart whereas some others are supposed to talk it out. Whichever u chooses, u should not feel regretful. However, before u make the choose, you will feel the struggling and confusion. And no doubt, I m struggling now…

2006-11-30T10:03:00.000+08:00

2006-11-29T16:21:00.000+08:00

These two weeks are damn packed for me…so many so many things… think I will die by the end of next week…
Today I am gg back to elite to work..oops :X or should I call it maple..
Italy said I m superwoman..gonna work for around 16.5 hours..and continue to work at 8.30am tml… tml gg to zouk somemore..omg..
So tired…I want to sleep…

2006-11-29T15:24:00.000+08:00

This is touching...i cope from my sis blog..i cried..

http://takey.myweb.hinet.net/088.swf

2006-11-28T17:26:00.000+08:00

Sunday went to Jolene’s wedding at Siloso Beach Resort. It was the first time I attending friend’s wedding and the feeling is so different. I was kinda of nervous though it wasn’t my wedding. As I had mentioned earlier, I was afraid of loneliness. Fortunately for me, I wasn’t lonely on that day at all. I met up with xiao wei and faith and went to the wedding together. Took a lot of photos..haha..and I think I look plump in all those photos.. Her wedding was unique and simple. Retro-themed, something that I won’t expect from someone’s wedding. Her gown was unique too, with the combination of fur and the ma xiao ling”look. They always said that the bride is always the prettiest and I totally agree with it.

2006-11-24T14:28:00.000+08:00

Die. I m sick. It was not because of fatigue. I am really getting sick!

2006-11-24T14:14:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, I went to MOS for the first time and it was damn crowded. Luckily chloe’s friends were already on the queue so we just cut into the queue. Had a lot of fun dancing with chloe. Though Panda went too but the both of us enjoy dancing together only and panda was with his bunch of friends too. It was one year since I clubbed again. Some idiotic pervert touch mi n chloe’s butt..i know it may be common but mind u, we don’t go there for u to touch, kindly go to Geylang to find whore which cost only 45 bucks! Toopid idiot. Luckily I managed to elbowed one of them, hope it still hurts now.

Hmm..got to know a few person and I think they differ greatly somehow. I also realized I really like to meet gentlemen, chloe should know what I meant. Sometimes it is also very scary when u knows when guys are ogling at u. I hate those feelings.

I left MOS at 3 plus while chloe was still waiting for her friends. Though I left earlier, but I actually reached home at 5am coz I was hanging out with panda’s friend for a short while. Not really hanging out, but they just never go back straight.

Reached home at 5am, bu san bu shi. Coz I am supposed to wake up at around 6.30am to prepare to go work. In the end, dear Chloe actually chatted with me on the phone till around that time. Thank u so much for accompanying me! Muacks!

I went straight to work without any sleep, thus, I guess I will be collapsing anytime..lol..damn shag..

I swear I will nv wear super high heels to clubs again. I will rather look short than make myself suffer so much. My leg still hurts now.

2006-11-23T15:54:00.000+08:00

I am tired but m very excited now!!! Coz later I m going MOS..wahaha..the last time I went clubbing was last year…and I nv really go club a lot of times before..most frenz prefer pubs than clubs..that is the reason…

I dun really feel very well..i guess I was having fever this morning…but m feeling much better now..

Yest night met up with huat n seng n panda..i guess all the calories that was burnt during dancing is back to my body.. coz yest I ate a lot of sinful food.. Went to this Japanese restaurant at Marina Square and eat the bento..quite cheap..then huat treat us the desserts coz he was late and it was super yummy..

Then, we went to esplanade to watch the scenery for awhile before proceeding t Geylang and eat my fav dou jiang you tiao..sinful arh..supper is always the most fattening..

I super enthu abt the clubbing later…lalala..

2006-11-22T15:32:00.000+08:00

Online shopping makes me broke..
Just knew smth about one close fren of mine..or should said an used to be closed fren of mine..
Disappointment is the only thing I can say now…
Is vintage considered retro?
Bought a vintage shirt from forever21..
It is for jolene’s wedding…
Initially I wanted to buy poka dots thingy, but I guess it will be too common.. I scared that I will be wearing the same clothes as someone else on that day..
I am kinda of scared..scared of loneliness..
M meeting panda n huat n seng later..it is such a long time that I nv see meiling.. she was supposed to be there today, but she had just informed me that she has some urgent stuff to attend to..

And..i want to ice-skate…the last time I ice-skate was during sec 1..anyone want to skate???

2006-11-21T16:18:00.000+08:00

Omg..i did a lot of online shopping..even before I get my pay…omg omg..too many nice clothes le..
Jolene’s wedding coming..theme: retro..what should I wear??
Junk food is not good for health and it makes u fat..who cares when it is nice? Lol…
I want to go back to all those good old days when everyone are just as innocent and naïve..
Sylvester just told me that I should accept the fact that the world is not fair.. I had actually indeed accepted this fact when I was in Primary school…
I may seem timid, reliant, sheltered, loved, willful, missy etc etc
But trust me..i am not..
I am independent. I am obedient. I can do all the housework. I have high ego.
Don’t judge a book by its cover
I am not what I seem to be
I just don’t like ppl to worry about me.
And times can change person thinking, but it can never change what one’s past.
And one’s past, form the character a person.

2006-11-20T09:25:00.000+08:00

My blog is screwed up yet I can continue to blog…haha…I shall only do smth to it when I am free…

Now is a Monday morning and my whole body aches…I guess I am just like an old lady…

Thur night meet up with grace and val and we went to elite!!!!oops :x the name is not elite anymore..i think it is called maple..maple story..is a game that I had stopped for years…lol.. I still prefer the name “elite” anyway..it was very different..it looks much spacious and there is a pool table! Woohoo~and grace drove us there!! I miss her sooooo much! But smth happened…I think her car kanna take photo..coz we saw the flash…omg..then I asked ppl and they said will deduct 12 points..and she just got her license..which means that is taking away all her points..the only thing that can help her is to let her father taking the responsibility instead

Fri nite I met up with bao bei and johnny and we went to some pub that belong to his fren..haha..but I forgot his fren’s name though we were drinking and playing together…that pub is spacious and with tons of new songs…”I still believe” woohoo~ elite has this song too..coz they are using the same system..lol..we opened a bottle of martell..hmm..used to think chivas tasted nicer than martell and had always thought martell was “uncle” drink..but now..i think martell taste nicer! Drink n drink n drink…then…bao bei that fren brought to us a drink call “rainbow” (haha..i now I may sound ignorance, but it was the first time that I get in touch with this drink) In case there are ppl that are as ignorant as me, I will give some short description of this “ rainbow”. As the name indicates, there are 7 different colours of shots..the first being a one with the less alcoholic content and the last being the one with the most alcoholic content..i hate the second one..which is the red one..because it tasted really awful. Thus, for that shot, I shared with bao bei n Johnny. However, for the rest, I finished it myself and at one go… It is weird for a gal to finish up for the guys..but no choice.. that was because the two them are driving and my precious life is on their hands..lol… It takes a few minutes before u can feel the “highness”. Trust me gals, if u r drinking this “rainbow”, do drink with some frenz that u are close to if u are not a good drinker… luckily for me, I dun consider myself as a very good drinker but at least I am someone that just collapsed after the drinks…

Bao bei forever de..he is stuck at the pool table again… so I just played and drink with Johnny (lucky he is around) and I know by the end of the day..both of us were high…and we were so worried that whether he could drive himself home..

Sat mrn 10am..met up with my twin and chloe to blade..wahaha..i am crazy…I am not yet awake and I can even felt the alcohol flowing in my body…but..i really miss blading soooooooo much…we went to bishan park and blade for awhile before we proceed to marina south to fly kite…at ms..jerry n chloe’s fren came to join us…flying kite is just as exhausting as blading.. I am not kidding.. then evening time I went to my sis hse to watch videos and photos that was taken during her wedding day and her honeymoon trip to Korea…

Midnite..bao bei came to fetch me home..and I quarreled with him..but not for long..lol..

Sun I went for my dance class…it was super duper fun..just that the class was abit too crowded..but at least the whole to and back there, I can bitch around with val..and I am so lucky that bao bei drive us there and back every Sunday..at least make it so much easier for us..i am so looking forward for the next class…

I have a wonderful and tiring weekend..and I know the structure of this entry is werid, but I am too lazy to write properly and phrase it properly..just bear with it ba…

2006-11-16T10:31:00.000+08:00

Breakfast bar…by right..i think we are only supposed to eat one piece… but by left…one piece is definitely not enough to fill up the stomach…so in the end..i ate 2 pieces…lol…

Yest night, I was thinking of waking up at 5am in the morning to jog..however..when the alarm rang today at 5am…I was too drained to wake up..lol..still say want to lose weight..nv exercise plus the increased in appetite…how to lose weight in such circumstances??

Time flies…my SIP finishing soon..it seems like I had just started my SIP…but it is going to end in Jan..that is fast…all this while..i felt that working in Sentosa was quite enjoyable for me to a certain extent..at least..i dun felt much politics going around here… and I am so much luckier compared to my fellow classmates..

That day meet up with mich..then we decided to give zifu a surprise..coz got to know that it was his bdae that day but he had to work from 2 to 11pm..and work at 6am the next day..so together with jen peng, we went to vivo and bought 3 bakeinz ( nto too sure abt the spelling) cake for him and brought to gantry for him..haha..but act we all chose the cake that we wanted to eat…lol..we should have one bite first before passing him the cakes..lol..

After that..as usual..beign 2 alcholics..mich and me went to Nos and drink..opened a bottle of chivas..ya..two of us..lol..
I realized that everytime if I go there with her only..i will get to know at least one of the regulars..and this time round..get to know yy 娱乐站 (act his name is yy..but I think call him yy 娱乐站 nicer) ,one nurse ( I forgot her name..but she really dun looks like nurse) and jack…

Hmm..mich seems to be quite close with jack on that day…then after that when bao bei came to look for me at around 12am..he still thought they was a pair..lol..

Bao bei came and he was stuck at the pool table for super long..lol..u know..coz no one can beat him..haha..kinda of proud of that.. he won every round…and like so many ppl watching and want to challenge him like that..lol..so cool…

I really enjoyed gg Nos..though I think a lot of money was spent because of tis…lol…

Last week or last last week I met up with huat n seng n panda..think I mentioned before that panda is very slim now..hope I can really slim down like him too..and went up to mount faber..haha..the feeling of letting someone who had just obtained his license to drive u uphill and downhill was shiok! Lol… anway..glad to have them with me …=) I miss all the days we had spent together..the prata..the eating..the sitting at playground..the singing..the walk from sengkang to serangoon..the lying at the playground ..etc etc..haha..

2006-11-09T11:38:00.000+08:00

I am so bored!!!!!!!!!

Sylvester on leave for 2 days…then I become so bored in office…

Such a long time since I blog…lotx and lotx of things happened…

Went to my sis wedding..damn fun…but toopid eric forgot to bring camera..so in the end didn’t took a lot of photos.. I went for a total makeover at Hollywood secrets..spend around 120 bucks..including hairdo, makeup, mani and pedi…quite cheap I think..coz is for so many things.. I was very satisfied with the outcome but my er jie was damn pissed off by hers…mine was perfectly done yet hers made her looks much older… wedding is tiring..though it was not my wedding..haha..but I really slept for the whole day the day after.. I also enjoyed very much at the gate crashing… saw 2 htm ppl at the hotel…thought I will see more of them, but I was wrong…

Photos will be post up here once I upload those photo..haha..but need to wait..i kinda of lazy…

The time I was not blogging..i was either busy working or busy mahjonging and chilling out.. I treasure every moment I spent with frenz and my bao bei..coz I really love them…

Bao bei is doting on me too much that I am becoming more willful nowadays…it is so sweet of him that he will come and fetch me to work and back from work most of the time..i guess..i am becoming lazier because of this…fatter also…

Oh..fatter…I am crazy man…yest I was so bored that I act “shopped” at my hse opp that Watson for around 45mins…and bought super many stuff…spent over 100 for handcream arh..body firming cream arh..face shaping arh..the new nivea cellulite thingy..eye cream arh…omg…what is happening to me??? Coz toopid eric said that I am getting fatter..so due to my high-ego nature..i will to become super slim to let him see… hmm..let me see…my aim should be around 40-43kg…jia you jia you…

世界没有丑女人，只有懒惰的女人

This is a veracious statement and I really believe in this 至理名言

2006-10-13T16:04:00.000+08:00

Think I am going to collapsed anytime due to fatigue.

I want to own a bike…and I am learning soon..woohoo.. I know it is dangerous driving bike..but don’t think that really matters anymore..if you are fated to die, you will die anyway..not only driving a bike but even choking to death… life is short..i just do what I want and like to do before I regret my life…

Everyday I have a lot of questions to ponder about…I guess, my mind is too simple yet too complicated in a way.

Hmm…many people say I am friendly but I don’t think so. It depends a lot on my mood and also a lot with the person. I can only be very friendly with you when you talk to me first. I rather have a few very very close friends rather than a lot a lot of friends but who I am not close to.

Hai..i just browse through people’s friendster profile..and gone through one of my friend’s one..hmm..this friend of mine was my ex during secondary school…my heart ache when I saw his photo..hai..i love my bao bei..but there is always this person in my heart that I cannot forget…it is not love..but a kind of care..very hard to explain..but if you had really fall in love so deep with someone before..you will understand what I meant…my soft spot..haha..but my friend everytime said that there was nothing good about him..why do I used to like him so much? Don’t ask me…because love doesn’t require a reason in order to exist..…

2006-10-12T11:12:00.000+08:00

Haha..think I could actually update my blog everyday…working..it is a way to make the time pass faster..and time really flies…heard from ct that their holidays are ending soon..that is fast…

Yesterday, I did not went to st james powerstation in the end, but I went to vivo..mi n val were both quite dulan abt angee..because it is when we are about to leave Sentosa and she told us that she don’t want to go and she is meeting her frenz…it is like if she didn’t want to go she should tell us earlier and not so last minute..and she should not have meet her friends without even informing us first that she didn’t want to go anymore…she said that she don’t like canto pop..in the first place, it wasn’t canto pop...though we preferred r&b too..but we just want to got there and take a look..

In the end, mi n val went to vivo city to shop instead..it wasn’t so bad as what I heard from my friends, in fact, I felt that it will be a shopping paradise for me when it is fully open…someone told me that it is like the second paragon..but i beg to differ…it wasn’t..or maybe it was because I am a spendthrift..i don’t felt that it was like the second paragon at all…I think the shops there do suits my needs..it is quite near to my age…or maybe it is because I am getting older..lol…

Anyway..bought a short sleeve shirt from series; a pair of shades from and a box of delicious dark chocolate from tangs; a bra, a pair of earrings and a necklace from forever21. Gosh! I spent so much again…

I need to save!! Btu I think I am goona to dump all my money into my face for this month’s salary…I am so damn irritated by my complexion..and I am so envy that some people had flawless complexion..i don’t ask for much..but at least I want to had a pimpleless, blackheadless complexion…I regret that I didn’t take good care of my skin during my younger days…till now..then I start to take care..hope it isn’t too late…

I want to find those doctors that give me medicine that I could let all the pimples breakout at one go…I know I will look hideous for a few months..however, I really rather that I look hideous for a few months then not having a good complexion for the rest of my life…I do not want to find those doctors that give me medicine that will only suppressed my pimples and not curing them… having a good or a bad complexion makes a big difference..trust me..the person will really look much better…

Wish me good luck for that…

2006-10-11T17:13:00.000+08:00

I am damn bored!!! Nothing for me to do.. dazing away…

Had my lunch at steward riverboat restaurant..food suck and service suck..no wonder it is closing this Saturday.. val still said that what they served to us may be the leftovers…

I had to come back this weekend for some work..sianz..weekend also cant really rest…

I am too free that many thoughts and emotional stuff just come gushing into me.. thought a lot again…that is why I cannot be free…once I have the time..i will think a lot..

Why do so much for others even if they don’t care? Appreciation is a kind of a art and something that don’t easily owned by many…we should learn how to appreciate things around us. never ever take things for granted because you will never know what will happen next..

Nowadays, my thinking became very pessimistic…I think it is time for me to do a medical checkup…I just felt that something was not right with my body..hope it is nothing big…if not..hai…I also don’t know what I can say…choy…

Nvm..later I am going to st james powerhouse..so…I will feel better ba…guess so…

2006-10-06T14:19:00.001+08:00

Haha…just now went to lunch then val showed me felix and linna..first and second of the most desirable babes in snag magazines…so cool…both also from our course…the felix on maxim magazine also..i can nv be like them :(

2006-10-06T11:31:00.000+08:00

My mood is super good these two days…haha..dunno why..maybe is because whenever I help someone then I got the happy feeling..then help a lot of ppl then become very jovial ..that is a good thing I guess…today is mid-autumn festival..tiem to eat mooncake!!! Haha…but I dun like to eat original one…I only eat bing pi or ice cream…much much nicer…my wild strawberry yougurt from marriot hotel and champagne white choco from raffles hotel..i miss u all so much…nvm..i still got my choco liquor from Shangri-la hotel…lol..i m so crazy…wahaha..

later meeting my secondary classmate bao bei..wahaha..lalala…then yest eat super lotx of ncie ncie dim sum and nasi lemak..n tml gg to vivo n boat quay…my life is so wonderful..lalala..and graduation dinner will be at fullerton..lalala..my mood is so damn good…

2006-10-05T16:25:00.000+08:00

Today is a fresh new week again!lol..i wrote this line lon mon..then I became very busy to blog..Hmm… last Friday was michelle bdae…I was happy that it was a successful celebration for her..everything were very last minute but it all of us enjoyed ourselves..and guess what? I finally drunk!!!! I finally know the feeling of drunk! Wahaha….drank quite a lot..for me lah..today plus together hor..hai..somemore drink thick and fast.. Bought her a pair of heels and a clutch for her bdae…and ice-cream cake!! So yummy… very happy that she is happy…and hor..still a lot of ppl nv pay me money leh! Or should I say that except for zifu, everyone haven’t pay mi mich’s present’s money…hai..and I dunno how to ask for it again…

Guangzhuo als very nice..he super good wor..coz he send mi back home safely and helped to wake mich up the next day..y I say he is ncie just because he send mi home? It was because we went to boat quay that day..he and mich stayed in tanjong pagar, which is very near to boat quay..whereas I saty in serangoon, much much further away..yet he sent mich back first le then sent mi hoem and went back himself again…it is one big round…really thx wor..without u..i think I may not able to get home safely..

Went to elite to work on tue…and first time I accompanied customer to drink so much…normally the most I only drink one sip..but that day I really drink a lot…maybe parly because they were youngsters and quite shou with them already…omg…and I think aaron(not val’s bf arh) sing damn nice..and he knows how to sing bi sha ji..lol…

This week I went to ct’s hse play mahjong too..haha..dunno..like did a lot of things yet not a lot of things feeling…quite enjoy my life now I guess…

Today lunch went with boss..really is boss..my boss’s boss’s boss..lol…chim rite? To shorten it, I went to lunch with my whole sales team and the sales director..there are around 30 ppl in total..and we went for the yummylicious dim sum at someone at outram there…and the dim sum is damn nice..i ate a lot…muahaha…

By hook or by crook…I want to go vivo city this sat and st james powerhouse next week..lol..who want to accompany me? And I realize I am more and more alcoholic as time passes…

2006-09-27T13:31:00.000+08:00

super cold now...haix...i m evry blur..super blur...i can almost die due to my blurness...dun thik anyone can be as blur ba...and it uck..coz my mood suck coz of the blurness..that is..i may need to retain coz i didnt went for 2 exams paper for ob- the main and the sup...it will be the stupidest reason anyone can get...but it is true...i really dunno there were exams..and i just missed it...omg...i think i am going to retain without even taking any of the exam paper..and one paper that obviously i can score well with..wth..kill me pls...

2006-09-25T16:23:00.000+08:00

Hmm…again..it was quite some time ago I blog..was busy this whole period…though not so busy either..but was at my attachment n in school…haix..need to go back to school for exams while going for my attachment..no choice..who ask me don’t go to the main exams..and now I am doing all the sup paper..lol…first time in my 3 years poly life that I take sup paper..and take so many sup paper at one go..lol..

Went for my attachment..it was not busy..a good thing for this moment..coz at least I got my time to study for my papers…and I m glad that I have a good mentor at workplace..that is Mr slyvester..he is a very nice person…really…though I think that I m the most slack intern at office…everyone like busy with their own stuff…guess it is because it is off-peak season ba…and I got my own table..own drawer..own com n own phone..think I quite xin fu le..compared to other interns in the same office…

Went for a lot of shopping again..omg..i spent a lot again…I think 500 plus again…omg omg…big spendthrift!!! I bought lotx f office wear..heals..bag…cap..clothes…lol…and val asked me to go shopping this fir..omg…should I go???later I spend money again..n chien said dun want go out with me..coz she will buy a lot of things when with mi..lol…

And I like played a lot of mahjong these few weeks…and dark rings coming out due of all the mahjoning…lol..but it is fun..coz I enjoy the time I spend with my frenz..esp close ones…

The Chinese says “nu da shi ba bian” which means that gals will grow up and change..and I totally agree with this statement…last time I was very boyish.. then now I become so gal..and more ai mei as I grow older..the more pretty I want to be…it is so amazing when I think back the past..i remember asking why my sis want to make-up..waste time..and why spend so much money in shopping..and now I know…the things that I used to hate..i love it now..gals really do change in a rapid rate…I think I m so different betw this year mi and last year me..and I was so different betw last year me and last last year me..hope it is change to the better ba…

2006-09-15T11:30:00.000+08:00

die..now raining..nan de i nv go work..i want to go uob and my my debit card...yest a a chong dong to go learn bike..but bao bei forbitted..no one let me learns bike*cries* only mich n ben support me...si bao bei..said i only can drive scooter...who the hell want to drive scooter!! i want bike!sports bike!! and he made mi waited like an idiot at harbourfront for an hour..toopid...still say half an hour only...if i knew is an hour then i dun want him to pick me up le..i rather go home myself...

i need to buy lotx n lotx of office clothing...lol...seems like i need to meet client always...dun think i can continue my exotic dance n salsa dance classes yet..sian..jenson asked me to go union square yest i also cant...haix...i want go clubbing also cant...haix...

seems like alot of ppl gettign married soon...hmm..wonder when is my turn..lol..thoguh i dun want to get married so young...i m starting to worry abt my future..as i m one step and one step towards a total new life...i want to have a successful career..this is my primary goal...but what exactly i want to be? i want to be a pr in hotel..or a gm...hotelier was what i wanted for years..adn y m i now in sentosa..i didnt even choose hotel in the first place..omg...i getting lost again...i want to go back to my secondary school life..

2006-09-15T11:10:00.000+08:00

hope that vivo city and st james faster open...lol...coz if they are open..then next time after work i can go shopping with val n angee at vivo city then after shopping we go clubbing at st james..thenh after that we stay in rasa sentosa then next day continue to work..lol..i think too much..but i really hope they open soon..and sentosa will be a wonderful place to stay in with everything here...buy me sentosa cove..lol..

2006-09-13T20:33:00.000+08:00

hmm..damn tired now...today was my first day of attachment at sentosa...woke up at 6plus..alamak..totally not enough sleep..went to far east and ct hse to play mahjong, eat durian on mon..and went to eat sushi buffet at cine and boat quay to drink yest...lol...dying soon...model agency..is a hassle...damn irritating...i think i will soon to be afraid to go to town in the future..of maybe they like to bother about ppl who always go shopping..shop at far east level 1 also can can have those what creating talents ppl there..really fu le ta men..they are everywhere...

mahjong at ct hse..funny..first time lose so many times..n was frenz with kelven for 6 years..n his thinking hor..damn weird..lol...chien arh..ur bf leh..lol...

buffet was nice..yummy..lotx n lotx of sashimi...went to nos at boat quay with mich n alvin n zhirong n bao bei..haha..there like become my usual pub le...not drink alot but enough to put me into good sleep at nite...hope sip starts we can still always go there n drink..lucky bao bei came..then have somoen to drive me home..if not..the journey super long..

my first day of attachment was orientation cum touring around the attractions..we went to 4d madrix, dolphin lagoon, underwater world, images of singapore, carlsberg tower, merlion, sentosa cove, fort siloso, butterfly park etc...poor zifu..we go tour around attractions and he started work immediatly..lol..the attractions..some i went a few times le...others like images of singapore n fort siloso, i think the last time i went was a decade ago...many many things for us to shoot.but i didnt broguht camera so only took a few photos usign val's cam...hope next time i can go there with bao bei...

n...the most amazing thing was the sentosa cove...how i hope my future husband own the land parcels there...omg..it is damn nice...i want stay there!!! do u know that u can actually just park your yacht outside ur hse..omg omg...then shuang shuang can just drive ur yacht out to the sea..and u can build a swimming pool facing the sea.it is really my dream hse man...anyone want to buy the land there and invite me over?lol...

2006-09-11T00:27:00.000+08:00

today val also told me abt something..how bdae shows the frenz of yours...maybe the both of us are sensitive..or maybe we are still young..i dunno...she have the feelign of why is she doing so much and putting so much effort yet when it is her turn, no one seems to be putting in any effort...what she said made me go into deep thought...the both of us are similar in ways...esp thinking...so when she said that..it immediately affected me somehow..maybe one should not expect too much..but frabkly speaking..i didnt enjoy my bdae this year..and it was a total mess...believe it or not...bdae..it is still something that matters to me a lot...hai...

2006-09-11T00:06:00.000+08:00

hmm...seems like i have done alot of things during weekend..if not why m i so tired...my hand is so pain now..just came back from my da jie's hse..folding 300++ wedding invitation card..dont ever think that it is easy thing to do..trust me..it is not..u have to put the paper inside the car and then tie the thing..and tying the things really hurts ur finger...and what they said is right..wedding doesnt only involve two people..it involve 2 families...how true is that...

done my manicure at compass point..not bad..haha..maybe some ppl think the colour i did was abit yao guai..but who cares what other think...anyway..i was choosing betw blue and red..then chien kept on asking mi do blue..coz must try somethign different..many ppl may not like my colour..but i think quite nice..muahaha...and i want red too..next time i must put red...

went to ct hse play mahjong till mrn too..haha..that day qutie a few ppl went..is fun..

went to elite with val..drink free..sing free..haha..that is a good thng abt working there..and the both of us kept on drinking the beer..lol...free of charge..but exclusively for mi n val only..wahaha... n happy bdae to val!!!today is her bdae..oops..now 12am le..i mean yest then..hope she had a veyr good bdae with aaron..and hope he bought flowers..love val to the smallest bit..

this week liek didnt really spend time with bao bei..so sad...and u r a jealous king...haha..dont reply hten dun reply..u more impt...lalala..

2006-09-08T01:58:00.000+08:00

omg..today shopped aliitle too...initial intention was to buy val's present..instead..i bought a mango shirt n a series shirt for myself..n did not bought anythign for val..plus dinner at the spagetti...lol..seng was really crazy...looking at the amount of cheese he ate..i think he sure ls...n si idiot huat..forever one...next time i should buy him an airport..since he likes to fly us aeroplane...then panda..wow!he really much slimmer...9kg he lose...omg...i also want to lose 9kg...almost cant recognise him when i saw him...so long nv meet up with them le...miss the old times...then after that iw ent to elite alone n sing..lol..wanted to try out kovan's that ktv pub..but i cant find more than 2 person to accompany mi..so i gave up that idea..went to elite n sing free ktv inside the room..lol..but one person really very sian..

i dun believe in model agency that ask ppl for interview in city..i just felt that it is a con..that it will ask ppl to pay alot of money in return of nothing..this is what i think...but..dunno why..this whole week i kanna approached by alot of times..one day more that one times..omg...maybe i got the guillable face..just like what ct said...

i know i not pretty..yet i m not that slim..but somehow i just seems to have very good nan ren yuan.,i dunno why..maybe i m a gemini? lol..does that affect? and why some guy likes to break into a relationship even thoguh the lady said that it is impossible...bao bei is so jealous..but i just want to let u know that i really love u..so other guys cannot break us up..pls put trust in me...

2006-09-06T23:26:00.000+08:00

shopping is fun!!!!but it suck when u calculate how much u spent in total after u reached home... went shopping for two days...mon with val n today with my bao bei...haha..let me calcualte how much i spent altogether...i think it is around 500bucks??? omg omg omg....what did i bought???

1) a pair jeans($44)
2) a t-shirt($10)
3) a pair of heels($40)
4) a pair of slippers($22)
5) anna sui mascara($39)
6) body shop concealer($18)
7) eye make-up remover($16)
8) 3 pair of fake eyelashes($15)
9) a super duper cute dres ($70)
10) one year supply of contact lens ($130)
11) a polka dot hairband n scarf? ($12)
12) a pair of ear rings($5)

then..plus eating at ding tai feng n marche n the cafe at cine...plus plus altogther really spent around 500 bucks..and not sure whether i miss anything...i did bought alot of stuff sia,..lucky half of the money not i pay one..n shopping really is fun!muahaha...

2006-08-30T14:52:00.000+08:00

mon celebrated mel's bdae..these are only photos from my camera...still got mel n chien's camera one havent upload yet...and we are friends for 6 years and counting!!!

2006-08-30T14:18:00.000+08:00

hmm..by right today is the last exam paper...and yet i did not went for it...i am going to take for sup paper.the feelign is very incredible that time flies that fast...it was just like yesterday when i just received my olevel's results.. i still rem that i was happy yet i was sad for my results...happy coz i got 5 'a's and 2 'b3's but sad coz i got that toopid c6 that spoilt my cert...i still rem that i said i wanted to retake my 'o's and i almost kanna murdered by many ppl...lol...alot of ppl asked me why didnt i choose to go to a jc..hmm..good question..choices are affected by environmental factors..and in my case..it wasnt because of frenz..it is just a long story which i dont wish to talk about..and what's wrong with gg to a poly? that doesnt mean that ur result is poor..my result can go to a quite good jc le..and i also just found out that the breakeven point for my course intake this year is 12 or 13..so it isnt that easy to go into a poly either...

secondary school life and olvel was very memorable for me...that was because i was fortunate enough to be in a great class that anyone could have...rem that the first day of sec 3..when i was about to step into the class, i backed out again..that was because i saw no gals! ya..and that was veyr true..coz the proportion of guys vs gals was totally impropriate..and my guys have alot of funny ppl..we were the last second class...the most playful class..the most naughty class.

the first few months of sec 3 life..there were already a few guys in my class kanna canned..alot of teachers hated our class...but luckily our form teacher loved us..though she hated us initially too...there were so many so amny things that happened throughout the two years..so many fooish and naughty acts that we committed..which i will rem for life...

sec 3 my results suck to the core..u will understand y when u see how i behave in class..always bickering with junting during classes..or slp..and did not do my hmw..i only copy..lol..that is y i write veyr fast...i also didnt know how i manage to promote to sec 4..till sec 4 then i suddenly realised how impt olvel is..then i started paying attention in class..and amazingly..paying attention really helps..i no need to study..just pay attention..my results imporved tremendously..esp for sub like maths n amaths..i m esp good in subjects with figures since young..haha..and weirdly..i found that amaths was much easier then emaths..and my fren thought that i was crazy..and maybe coz teachers alwayz give us very difficult papers like from RI and RGS..so olevel was really nth...and we still enjoyed ourselves during that period..the guys worst..they played lan everyday form after the paper till night during olevels..and they achieved very good results too..i really pei fu them..i totally lose to them for this..lol...

conclusion: enjoy ur seconday school life tot the fullest before it is gone..and to me..study is really nothing..study smart not hard...luckily my philosophy of life is always this..that is why i didnt failed to enjoy my school days..and yet achieveing good results..but sometimes ppl will want to kill me..coz they put in so much effeort..i always dont put in effort..yet i can score better than them sometimes..wahaha..that is life..but maybe that is the only one thing that i am good at...different ppl have different talent..and mine is study smart? lol..but act i prefer other talents like music talent..lol..i think i wrote alot of rubbish in this entry..

2006-08-25T12:55:00.000+08:00

i m a weird gal...just now i went to hougang swimming complex...i reached the door of the swimming complex and i turn around and went home...why? i think it was partly because the lack of confidence in me...i was not confident enough.. i went there alone...i didnt expect at this time there were quite alot of youngster too...i dont really know how to swim (just learnt how to swim 2 years ago..and after that didnt go swimming anymore)i was afraid that i drown myself and no friends around to save me...and also the fact that i didnt want to embarrass myself...i didnt know that there are so many hunks and shuai gei at hougang swimming complex.. and are really very handsome and with good body built...now i know where all the handsome boy in hougang goes..haha..and if u know me well enough..i seldom say that a guy is handsome one..

2006-08-22T01:01:00.000+08:00

this one was taken in school

2006-08-22T00:23:00.000+08:00

this is the one taken at ink bar>

2006-08-22T00:12:00.000+08:00

just went to the food tasting at meritus mandarin..quite ncie...n i am damn full...going to vomit soon...and just finished some of the photos...below is the one at li shen jie concert..enjoy..=p

2006-08-21T01:51:00.000+08:00

glad that so many ppl shown their concern to me...and thx for doting me so much....

my bao bei so cute...i think he is addicted to deliveries...that time he was so sweet..he delievered a chocolate hamper straight to my doorstep...and it is so big..still got flower..so so many chocolates..i know he wants me fat...but it was the first time that i actually received a hamper..lol..then he delivered a mp3 to me..and flowers with vase to my mum...lol...really knows how to makes my mum happy...

that day went to li shen jie concert in tp...what should i say..i really fell in love with him...he melted my heart..his voice was like so powerful..if any guys sing to me with such a good voice..i will marry him straight away i think..then he still hold the gal and sing...and when he threw the poster..it landed on mi n mich!!! wahahaha..n i just realised he looks like jerry yan...i nv bluff n i m not blind..he really became much more handsome that last tiem..

hmm..but smth bothers me...coz ct said i look as if i really wanted to buy his cd and let him sign..then he went to buy it..but he refused to take my money..felt so bad...ya..maybe is just for a fren...coz after that we went to eat he also didnt went to take the money from mi n christobel..n chris said that he thinks his money too much le...hmm..but..i still dont feel good about it...and bao bei was not very happy abt it...or in fact was abit jealous...but i cant blame him...i will be jealous too if i was in his shoes..coz some fact can never change...the fact that he was my ex..i didnt think too much..and i knew that he just treat me as fren..but just felyt that i dui bu qi bao bei..i dunno why..even though i knew i did nothing..

2006-08-15T23:53:00.000+08:00

hmm...after talking with michelle for a long while(elite's one)...i have decided to do something she had advised...ya...and due to my impulsive character..i had already half-done it...hmm..hope she is right...lets see what will happen then..whether my life will change...zou yi bu kan yi bu ba...

i m veyr lucky to have mr eric goh with me..i am spoilt by him...and i become wilful when i am with him...he is super duper cute...it was so nice that he not only share my happiness but also share my sorrows.....thx for being with me and giving mi support when i needed someone the most..thx for the surprises u planned..thx for accommodating with my temper, laziness, playfulness and wifulness...thx or doting me so much until the ppl around me also can feel it...thx for always holding my hand even we quarrelled and u that u are angry with me..thx for loving me so much...we will go through thick and thin together..i promise...i love u...

2006-08-12T15:30:00.000+08:00

chris bdae was also fun.....went to chien hse after that..love her dog...damn cute...u should take a look at how junan train her that day..super cute...then play games and drink till morning 4 plus..then share cab home...her hse too ulu le lah...if walk out also very scary...i love them...

2006-08-12T14:24:00.000+08:00

我犯了一個大錯也得到了教訓。。我學乖了但也後悔了。。
不經一事﹐ 不長一智
在我mia的這段日子﹐我已冥思許久。。
我做什麼事情都應該想到後果﹐不應該一意孤行。。。

2006-08-03T13:09:00.000+08:00

i had just screwed up my own life... wont reply to any sms, phone calls and msn at this period of time...

but dun worry..i am fine..really..

2006-07-17T04:29:00.000+08:00

so many things happened these two weeks bt i didnt seem to have the time to blog here and write down everything..will do it when i m really free...and i seems to be entangled into a more and more complicated world...and once inside that world..i only can go deeper...complicated is a good thing..for mi actually...coz i get to see much more things than alot of people...and it has been so amazing when i look back in the past..my life is just like a rollercoaster...my life made mi what i m now..n i m lucky to be optimistic enough le...

2006-07-12T12:41:00.000+08:00

i m so dumb!!!! wth!!! supposingly i have my issue presentation today...i sacrifce my sleep to rush finish it...and...i was supposed to go earlier to school to print it out for the class...and when i was about to reach the school..i realised i didnt bring my thumbdrive!!! and all my info was in the thumbdrive...tmd tmd!!! how can anyone be as blur n forgetful as mi..somemore it is for smth impt.in the end..i didnt went to school..coz even if i went..it will be too late..i will be late for around an hour...

2006-07-06T00:57:00.000+08:00

just realised smth abt myself..i m someone with qutie high ego..i cant stand if ppl doubt my ability...this is because i am very sure that what i produced is of good quality..coz i am those type of ppl that i wont do if i dun think i can do..n if i do i will make it the best..coz i cant stand anyone who doubt my ability...i really hate it..esp i knew that i was right..100% right and u still doubt it...

2006-07-04T00:50:00.000+08:00

just came back from my first salsa lession...damn fun!!!! it is so different from exotic dance..this one u have to interacrt but exotic dance do no need...salsa the guys need to lead the gals..but exotic dance is individual...it is more relaxing compared to exotic dance..and not so easily injured..lol...went with mich, cindy, alvin n tian chin..think we are the youngest there...but really very very fun..haha...really look forward to the next lesson...

2006-07-03T14:37:00.000+08:00

sat

yeah..it was my exotic dance class again..dance move is getting more n moe difficult..alomst sprain my back..but it was damn fun...damn sexy...i swear i will master it someday...after the dance..went to kster with my two lovely sisters...yup..my biological sister!!!da jie more n more pretty le...n more n more slim...i am the fattest and shortest betw us...wanted to post the pics..but my da jie is somemone that is so di diao that she dun liek her pics to be showed..lol....but she is the best sister that anyone can ever has..she is the one who carry the burden of taking care of us...i love her....

2006-07-03T14:30:00.000+08:00

tue 29/6/06

met bao bei shatec's frenz...first time...veyr nervous..went to sakae eat..think he got one fren qutie good looking...abit like guo ping chao..but too quiet...haha..but i did dressed up..coz first meeting..first impression count...then in the end..when i went home..i suddenly felt beautiful coz good hair day..good hair day..a very difficult day to come by..so i took alot of photos...narcissim...

2006-07-03T14:02:00.000+08:00

tmd$%#%^^$%^my com hang..what i wrote just now all gone...

wed

i didnt went to school..coz i only had a hour lecture..do u think i will spend 2 hours journey to attend a mere one hour lecture?the answer is definitely no.... so i met up with alvin, grace n mich to cine kbox...supposingly it was a group outing..but in the end only the 4 of us can make it ..but who cares..we still went in the end...it was fun...

just realised no grace photos...coz all these photos were from my phone..i dont have thsoe taken by mich..

after the ktv..mi n mich went to do some shopping at cine..and i bought a top and a pair of heels...

i m so obssessed with heels now..this is a brown colour one..love it..

the top..black again..suddenly thought of what chen han wei said...the pic is not veyr clear but is really very nice..though it was abit transparent..

after the shopping spree...mi n mich went to boat quay ktv pub..we tried a new one called intital bar..opened a bottled of chiva..ya..the two of us only...initially we wanted to ask dino to come along..but he kanna confinement..dunno what he did sia...then we started to ask ppl to come..coz we felt very bored...in the end..tian chin came..hmm..an unfamiliar name right..he was my senior in Zhonghua..i was in sec 1 when he was in sec 4..veyr long nv see him le...we stayed at the pub till 3am..omg..we sang from 2pm to 3 am..but act i still have alot of songs to sing...no choice..i know too many songs le..english..chinese..hokkien and cantonese..cannot blame..if next time got those competition is need u to sing for 3 days..i think i will sure be the champion...

wed is also the day which my wardrobe sos eposode were telecast...my dear close frenz was more excited than mi..they die also want to watch..my dear mich stilla sked her mum to record...and some really stayed at home to watch... i was still veyr happy that only around 3 ppl msg mi during the first telecast..however..during the second telecst...omg omg..so many ppl msg mi n called mi...the third telecast also... si marting kept on suan-ing mi..coz chen han wei announced my waist inch on national tv....hai...but lucky i still not that ugly on tv..just fat...

many ppl said that dress was nice..and asked mi whether i will wear it to my sis wedding..hmm...most probably yes..however..since so many ppl think it is nice..i dont mind selling it...hmm..6oo bucks..any takers???muahahaha.....

2006-06-30T16:54:00.000+08:00

i am so damn pissed now!!!!!!! toopid ticketing!! just took the test...i know how to do one..but i misread the qus...and i nv read properly..and the 20marks is totally gone...coz i cant continue because of that some errors i made!!!tmd tmd!!!

2006-06-26T23:56:00.000+08:00

最近的我，感触良多
心情也随着这些感触而跌到了谷底
看东西不要只看表面，看人也是一样，因为那只会证明自己有多浮浅
我。。。就是那么浮浅
因为许多事情，而让我看清人性的丑恶，也让我看见我不想看到的世界
往往。。。人在做决定时，都是在天使与恶魔之间徘徊
善与恶。。。其实只是在一线之间
从小至今我早已晓得也已经历过世界的丑陋。。。
但是我却一直宁愿把我自己封锁起来
可是。。。人总要有面对现实的那么一天
而我的那一天也已到临。。
我再也不能活在我虚构出的完美世界
我再也不能那么浮浅
我再也不能不为自己着想
我再也不能只懂得在被窝里哭泣
我再也不能作一个小孩
我应该长大了。。。

2006-06-26T14:49:00.000+08:00

woohoo~salsa class next mon~

2006-06-26T02:02:00.000+08:00

just came back from work..it seems to be a routine that i will work on evrey sunday...no choice..martin needs mi..i am a good worker...lol...

finally..since world cup till now..elite biz is not very good..however..today..it was packed...and seriously..i will very soon die of lung cancer by contiuously inhaling second-hand smoke...

last week..smth happened when i was at work..there was this one guy that kept on holding my hand and didnt want to let go..also..kept on sayign that i was cute...and kept on looking at mi..and even kiss my head before he left...and bao bei..of coz..was fuming when he heard this...it wasnt my fault...geminis...too easily attract the opposite sex...however..luckily enough for mi..he didnt came this week..but..his frenz did...and they kept on suan-ing mi..said he was my lover... -_-II i already had my bao bei already okiex...

today martin finally gave mi my pay.,..muacks..need it so much now...coz school fees have not been deducted...i am so scared that i will be suspended from school...

also..today a regular talked alot with mi..and somehow..he asked mi about my family..below was part of our conversation...

regular " so how old is your father?"
mi "eh..my perents are divorced"
regular "oops...i am so sorry"
mi "nvm"
regular " so who do you live with?"
mi "my mum"
regular "so do u still meet up with ur father?"

i found out a very interesting fact from the above conversation...when people knew that my parents are divorced..the very first thing they will do is apologise...and then asked mi who do i live with...

this is not the first time..and i doubt that it will be the last...i am immuned to this qus...really...from young till now...they had been endless number of people telling mi and asking mi abt it..i dont feel anything about this anymore...maybe coz of the number of ppl asking mi...or maybe is because i do not have enough memory about it..i do not know..and i will not bother...it was the past...what i need to do is to look at the future...not letting this to affect mi slightest..and also..treat it as a reflection to for myself and not let history repeat...and also..it had help mi to become strong and more independent...and also...guys..it is really a happiness that u do have a complete family..not many people has one...cherish it before it is gone...

2006-06-24T15:57:00.000+08:00

fri went to the exotic dance class...only one word can describe-FUN!!!!! the instructoris damn pretty and sexy..and funny too...really enjoyed the class...at some pt of time..it is really difficlt for mi to catch up..maybe coz i had nv learn any dance before...

so what is exotic dance? my sis explanation is asked u to go watch the satuday 齐天大圣 then u will know le...the instructor said that in exotic dance..we will learn stripping...using chairs etc..it is those sexy sexy dance...i really hope at the end i could dance like her...she is really a pro...her move was like.."wow!" it is damn sexy..exotic dance rules!!!!

2006-06-24T15:34:00.000+08:00

Thur- Johnny's ROM

woke up early to prepare for his rom...wore a dress and met bao bei and edwin...all very handsome wor...this is the second time i visit the ROM...the first time was my da jie one...however...this one is very different from da jie's one...the three of us reached there early...n ryan was almost late..johnny very funny...he perspire till very jialat and he is very nervous...below are some photos i took while waiting to go in and some of the photos taking during the ceremony......

during the ceremony..i felt so sweet..i also want to get married after that...coz the feeling of finally getting together..really felt great...

and after that...we went to fort canning hill and took some photos...it seems to be like what every couple will be doing...

overall..rom was sweet...but there is something that was bothering mi..i cant stand the way it was...what i meat was...take a look at the picture and compare the dressing betw us (the frenz) and the family...look at the difference...we wore shirt n pants and dress..on the other hand..the bride's sis wore until machiam they gg shopping..the groom's side bro worst..bermudes...omg...i think dressing up and attend their rom should is a form of respect and courtesy...i will break my friendship with whoever who wore a bermudes to my rom..and i am serious...
after that..we went to eat crab all these stuff at a coffeeshop..johnny's father treat..and i really felt weird..i dunno..it makes mi felt like rom is a everyday thing for them..weird weird one...

then..we went to party world and sing..the frenz..overall still not bad...quite fun..the photos are all taken from my phone..so nth much..coz we left our camera on edwin's car..

2006-06-24T12:54:00.000+08:00

Wed-Eski bAr

i met chris, chien n wenqi on wed to eski bar...thx for the bdae present..i love it...first time visit to eski bar..nth much actually.,.it was not what i expected..i thought it was those ice ice thingy like those in some countries...i saw it on amazing race...it is not as cold as i expected..perhaps it was beacuase i wasnt sitting at the minus there...so we spent our night there watching world cup and chatting...yeah..portugal!!!! the photos i posted are only from my phone..there are still alot..but all are with chien and chris...

2006-06-24T12:49:00.000+08:00

it will be a long long post..with many many photos taken this week..so i shall separate them...wanted to put the photos one by one.,.but dun think there will be enough space....
lets start from monday..the day i went to sentosa for the internship interview...below are the photos i took in butterfly park and insect kingdom ..

2006-06-23T16:28:00.000+08:00

got alot of things for mi to blog..but i shall not blog now..coz iw anted to wait for all the photos to be uploaded...also..i do not have the time to blog now...i am really dumb!dumb!dumb! this is the dunno how many times le...i just superband the glamoours...i knew the leader...omg...i really suck at being a friend...i cant recognise and rem ppl...that time went to mos burger eat..saw ru zhu too..but onli he recognised mi first...omg omg....really alot alot of times..it is not easy to be my fren..lol...maybe too many frenz le....

anyway..i m going off to my exotic dance class soon...yeah!!!!!! first lesson today!!i am so damn excited!!!!! but need to wear heels...i will be updating so many things in the next entry!!!exotic dance!!!!!

2006-06-21T05:55:00.000+08:00

finally get rid of that old blogskin that was complained as a eerie one....
this new one..i took a long time to do...now is 6am in the morning...omg...havent even do my project yet...die...
this blogskin is a sweet one...
i havent complete yet..wanted to add more things...but i felt too exhausted to do that...i will find some other time to do it ba...

2006-06-21T00:00:00.000+08:00

做人有时候不能太好
所谓。。。人善被人欺
好人不一定会有好报
善良。。。是我最大的优点
但。。。也是我最大的缺点
我不应该吹鼓手赶集，没有找事
我只要做好自己的本分，责无旁贷
人的本性就是要懂得生存
可是。。往往。。。人为了生存。。就会做出一些违背良心的东西
我有时候也应该学习怎样生存
但。。。
我觉得好累，好累。。。
心也开始麻木了。。。
但。。。
我也知道。。。
现在，才是我的人生真正的开始

2006-06-19T23:24:00.000+08:00

sun-tanning? wakeboarding? wedding? MICE? foam party? where can u find all these under one roof? the answer is no other than our Singapore very own sunny island- SENTOSA!!!! muahahaha....y m i suddenly promoting sentosa? no, no ,no..they didnt pay mi for advertisement...but...it is because....i got my intership position there!!!!! lalalala~

i am in the sales department...doing on promotions, domestic and islander card....the job scope is to collaborates with the suppliers and media such as 8days, sourcing of suppliers, planning of promotions, doing the membership thingy, helps in the events...muahaha..sounds qutie good right? that what i will like i guess...muahahahaha..and i am with my fling again!!!

today val came to my hse to borrow my com...i asked her to send to sentoas too since she does not have any placement either...and what i can say is the sentosa ppl is really very fast and efficient...the person called her in less than 5 mins time and asked her to go for the interview...amazing...so in the end..we went together..group interview..stressful but fun..at least the whole group of 5 of us all were selected...

after the interview..went to anderson to find aaron (val's bf)..muahaha..then free icecream and free admission to butterfly park...all thanx to aaron...but i think it is really damn wasteful to buy the tix for butterfly park...coz there is nothing interestin...

supossingly, i wanted to sleep at aroudn 2 am...and mich called mi at 1 am and said that she is at dino's house...and asked mi to go play pool....ya..i repeat...1am in the mornign...and...surprisingly...i went in the end...went to hg plaza played pool for around 1 and a half hour...then sent mich all the way back to her house at outram...and back to serangoon...the good thing is..i just stay next block to dino..so he do not need to drive extra mile...mich should move to serangoon...

i got a very weird feeling when i went out just now..when i was with mich n dino...i suddenly thought of my gang...when i was in dino's car...he open the window and played the music...itjust made mi thought of how uncle used to do that...and we were at the expressway..i also thought of all of us everytime go out in the middle of the night to play...
我有一股莫名其妙的心酸.... i really miss that period of live... 无忧无滤的生活....

again...i think i should not have use "halo effect" y m i alwayz like that? many ppl are very nice ppl...i should look them as a whole...

my bdae was on fri..quite fun...really sincerely thank to all those who celebrated for mi, bought mi a present and who send mi their wishes...i got so many things to say but 一切尽在不言中

my previous entry is what i really thought and felt at that point of time...neglected...but somehow..i managed to find out that i m not neglected...however..i really do mean what i said for some part...i did not want to cause any misintepretation...

hai..my period is coming..so just bear with mi with my mood swing...

2006-06-15T21:48:00.000+08:00

为什么我做什么都不对！为什么！为什么！为什么！
i know that the world is unfair...and i have always been quite optimistic...but no matter how strong a person is..there will still be a moment that she cant stand anymroe and will breakdown...i m breaking down soon...i am not strong enough to withstand all these pressure anymore...really...i am depress...i really are...less than 3 hours will be my birthday...but i am neither excited nor happy...

birthday day means that it is the day that u are born..but who am i born?? to add on burden to others or to help to increase the population? the world is not the same anymore...i rather i will be a child again..at least it will not be what it like now..things were different...very different...and it is very scary...ia m not what i am anymore...i dont want to face the cruelty of life.

the earth may be a beautiful place..but not human hearts...what the hell is the world goign on!!!AND WHERE IS FUCKING EVERYONE WHEN I NEEDED SOMEONE!!! I HATE IT WHEN U R THOSE KIND OF PPL THAT CHANGE AFTER U HAVE A BF/GF!!!! WHAT THE HELL!!!!PLEASE GO AND REFLECT YOURSELF!!!! i have a bf myself but at least i tried my best to maintain the friendship! I AM SICK AND TIRED TO DO ALL THOSE FUCKING THINGS WHEN I SEEMS LIKE I AM THE ONLY ONE WHO CARES!!!! WHAT THE FUCK!!

2006-06-15T20:44:00.000+08:00

yest went to pubbing at nos with michelle...got the promotion of buying 1 jug house pour free 1 jug..so we ordered that...ya..the two of us.... sang a few songs but quite alot of ppl..so didnt get the chance to sing much...mich taught mi one new game...the 21dian one..very fun..but..that one can really get u drunk....coz that one will make u drink very fast...even faster than playing dice...so very soon, we finished the first jug....

then, as mich worked there so she knew the regulars...and we were sitting with this couple(the regulars) and we started playing 'five-ten' ...we played for quite long...and very funny...coz in the middle of the game the gal asked mi wat is my name..i told her and she told mi hers...then later i got ask her the guy's name too...then they say his name is "恐龍then i still asked them why he call such name...then when the guy is back..he asked my name..and...i told him mine..then he said that it is very familiar...then..i very confused..then he said he live in serangoon...and....actually i knew him!!!! i m so dumb lah..i played the game so long with him i still dunno that that i knew him..and i really do know him..his name is dino...and when they asid his name is "恐龍", i also never link to him...omg..my memory really suck...then mich cant stand mi too..lol..

mi n mich got high last night...but mich is much much worst...to say that she is high..i think i will rather say that she is drunk...really drunk...but she really drink quite alot..in the end dino had to carry her out of the pub..and thanx grace for helping us to check the streetdirectory...thanx dino for sending her home...

yest nite also alot of things happened after that...all my fault..i went straight to bao bei house and we got a very big fight...almost breakup...luckily now everything was solved..but..it is really my fault...

2006-06-14T14:26:00.000+08:00

i am going to change my blogskin when i am free...coz my er jie said that it looks eerie...

i am bored!!!!!!

supposed to meet ah gong they all but cancelled!!!

then supposed to meet alvin they all go pubbing and cancelled again!!!

luckily..mi n michelle still going anyway...

the date is nearer..but instead of the happiness i should feel, i felt perturbed....

hai...i am damn damn bored...project have been killing mi...i think i shall go cook...go and invent some new dishes...luckily i love to cook...just that i hate to clear...

2006-06-14T10:42:00.000+08:00

i miss him~~~~so many days never see him le...toopid project!!!!!!!!

2006-06-12T21:57:00.000+08:00

i got no mood to do project research!!!! i shall do it tml....oh gosh...i am always like that...no choice..that's mi....

alvin said that i very weird today...haha...it is just that he dunno me well enough ba..i am like that de...just that i wont open that much if i dont really know you...but i am opening up now...

so happy that bao bei said that his mum said that i very 厲害﹐什麼都會..and his dad said the cake is very nice..muahahaha...damn happy...i am a good wife~lalala~next time he better dont mistreat mi...coz i had won support from his frenz and family...lol....and bao bei said i had set too high a standard for him...lol..who cares...muahahaha....like that then you can be faithful to mi....

er jie just asked mi what i want for my bdae...hmm..a good qus..i dunno also..coz all the stuff i want seems to be expensive...unless she is willing to pay for it...haha..maybe she can pay for my exotic dance class...muahahaha....lalala~

2006-06-12T21:43:00.000+08:00

did projects 7 hours straight...soooo tiring...but it was quite fun coz we tok alot of crap...

saw smth that amazed mi today...eevryone on the escalator were standing at the left side!!!! this is a good sign!! and this is really the first time i encounter it..coz there are so many inconsiderate singaporeans around..and i am so so glad to see this...hope this will last...really hate to see someone suddenly pop out at the right side..i loathe inconsiderate ppl..esp those who dun want to give up their seats to pregnant woman...i will go confront that person one..and i really will...so please learn how to be more considerate...

sianz.....though is holiday..but there are tons and tons of things that i need to do...bdae still has to do projects..very sianz..but no choice...i need more time!!!!

2006-06-12T02:19:00.000+08:00

haha...dont think and feel guilty that u have not visit my blog for a long time..it is just that i have posted three posts in a day...today didnt do much thingy..practically..sleeping had occupied most of the day...really enjoy spending every moment with bao bei...he is mine!!!muahaha!!!

but si bao bei!!!!!kept on saying that i am tigeress..i am not that firece k!!!just that i am not that gentle..lol...

now is june 12...4 more days and it will be the big day....i hope that people will rem...i very scared now...first time in my life that i scared that people wont rem..coz i think ppl changed...and the pace they changed is too fast for mi to catch up...and it had always ben mi initiating things..and i am really sick and tired of that...

and..i am really broke now...i need money...pls let mi win 4d on my bdae....lol....my demand not very big..just let mi win the 2nd prize and i will be satisfied..lol...

2006-06-12T02:18:00.000+08:00

BAO BEI'S BDAE

after the filming thingy and some chit chatting at tpy on thur..i went to find the ingredients for my cake.. If you EVER THINK that DIY is cheaper than buying a brand new one...then you are wrong!!!! it cost much more sometimes...depends on the situation...of coz..in my situation..it DOES cost much much more..coz i need to buy all the related equipments too...

went to the phoon huat (not sure whether the spelling is correct) to shop for the ingredients...and bought home 2 big bags of things and took bus all the way from tpy to home...u may think that these two places arent that far away...however...it is damn far away for mi on that day...i have to carry that 2 big bags+ the stuff that i brought to mediacorp and back home...the bulkiness and heavyness already can make mi die...to worsen things..the bus is packed with people...and i look so auntie carrying all those stuff...i think i had lose some weight on that day...

supposedingly...edmund had agreed to lend mi his oven...but in the end then he realised his oven was spoiled...luckily i still have a backup plan..to lend from grace...but she will only reached home at around 10pm...and she live in yio chu kang...so i have decided to take cab to her house and back from there...so i went to prepare the things i need to bring.. and somehow..i realised i am very dumb....dumblore...i have been asking around for days to see whether who can lend mi their oven...and...before i leave my hse that night..i just realised that i actually do has an oven at home..and i have been using it for years...wth!? i have been usign the oven to warm ham and bacon and i didnt realised that it could actually be used to bake cake too...$&^$%$%&^&* valentine's day is till went to grace's hse bake cookie...waste time waste transport money..$%$%^%^DUMB DUMB DUMB!!!!!

anyway...so i baked the cake at my house...and i can say that is is really successful.....2 cakes i baked..one for my bao bei and the other for my family and auntie...baked two cakes is to prevent my mum to say i am biased...and also to let the first cake to be some sort of experiment..lol...finally...at 4.30am...ta da...2 chocolate banana cakes are done..woohoo~ and the taste also woohoo~ muahahaha...

next morning...woke up early%2

2006-06-12T01:22:00.000+08:00

FINAL COMPETITION_WARDROBE SOS

i think alot of people are curious about whether did i win the wardrobe thingy notx...i will tell u later...lets start from thur...

thur woke up early in the morning to go mediacorp...reached there at 9.30am..and the judging starts at around 2pm...and in betw that period of time, the whole team of us has been rushing to finish up the necessary things...mi n weiqi (the designer) didnt even eat our breakfast...

i went to do my makeover(although not really much makeover) and i really think that makup is amazing..it really cover ur flaws...though the makeup was very thick..and as for my hair...they just make it straight and thats all...in the make up room..i saw the other contestant..ad then i saw guo liang waiting for her...on the opposite..i still ahd to call tricia(hanwei's assistant) to know where they are...but no choice also..coz we havent finish our things...there is one part more funny...coz i was wearing the tube..then han wei is like helping mi stick those sequins onto mi..one by one..and that is soooo weird...

actually we dont really need to do so much..but hanwei is a perfectionist...he also said himself..coz he is a virgo...let mi tell u how perfectionist he is...he asked mi not to lean against the wall coz the lace will not look so fluffy...he ask the wardrobe people to give mi paddings so that i look "bigger" and he even help mi to put manicure!!!!! can u imagine??? he really take this competition very seriously...

then during judging time..all the 3 judge were new...and they were all very quiet...there are time s that they really doesnt have any comment..and the atmosphere become so weird..the judges love my dress...i can tell so..and the female judge very petite and pretty...

after the competion...i talked to the other contestant...then heard from her that the whole mornign they didnt do anything...but just relax, la kopi and so on...and my leg is super numb and pain...imagine standing on a 4 inch high heel for 2hours plus...and the worst thing is..you CANNOT sit down...hai..gals need to suffer in order to be pretty...

so after what i said... can u guess the results? muahaha....i dont tell u....and the photos are all in my sis's digital cam...dunno when she will upload..

2006-06-07T10:56:00.000+08:00

i think my perception of someone have changed..i think i am have been using halo effect all the while...lol..study too much ob le...

seriously, i think next time i should see the person as a whole before i decided that i should have a negative impression on that person...

2006-06-07T10:15:00.000+08:00

i thin i will not score well for the ob paper..blame it on myself for not studying ba...i think the paper actually quite easy..just that i never study...

i rush to work immediately after the paper coz martin wanted mi to go early...and when i reached there..i almost fainted when i knew that there will be onli mi, martin and mecole...serene is on mc and michelle is on leave..omg...luckily todays crowd was small....

i had alot of fun working..imagine people pay you 7 bucks per hour to watch the tv?lol...so shuang...i watched the whole singapore idol today..and martin said that one of them look like val...but in my opinion i really dont think so..but he insisted...then martin and mecole went to elsewhere..leaving me alone to run the whole pub...can u imagine? one person doing everything..although when the time that the two of them left, there was no one in the pub...but after they are gone..people starts to come in...

then ah long's frenz came...and...i sang alot alot of songs...alot of duets and they asked mi to sing "ai mei"...the feeling is really good when people compliment u...so so happy...

tml is the wardrobe thingy again le..hope i can win...

2006-06-07T09:16:00.000+08:00

now in 9.15am in the morning...die..i just reached home...and...i havent even really touch on the ob notex...die die die!!!!later my exam is at 3pm...and i really no mood to study..somemore i always pon lecture..sometimes pon tutorial too...hope that my crapness can help mi...

i think i am really getting worst each year..lucky this year is my last year in poly le..if not...i think my reasults will be veyr "beautiful" n also lucky that i got enough crap to help mi each year..to at least score better than many ppl...and at least get one or 2 "a"s...

yesterday went to far east to search for my 3 inch high heel...and also chloe's present...luckily i managed to get both stuff by 7pm...the heels...is ex wor...n is super high..hope i wont fall down..i think that heels i bought got 4 inch ba...hai..but this type of shoes are made for short ppl like mi...lol...

later i went to clarke quay to plan bao bei bdae...and...i go there and realised what i wanted was not there...晴天霹靂!!!! hai..have to make new plans le...and i need an oven immediately!!!coz i want to bake cake...but somehow i am not able to find one..next time i think i can open a shop to lend ppl oven...lol..not bad a idea rite? got demand mah...then should have the supply..and i shall be the suppky...new buisness idea leh..i should go on participate in the lee kuan yew's entreprenuer thingy..lol....

was thinking of asking from edwin and johnny for help for the cake thingy...i really no time plan so much thingy...n lucky bao bei's com spoil..so can say so much things...

after that..i went to bao bei's house and stayover...had a small tiff with bao bei...but after that tiff we became cloer...muahaha...

2006-06-06T00:18:00.000+08:00

i miss bao bei....he now having his intensive training...see le my heart also pain...dont want him to be so xin ku....n i really do feel that he is becoming fitter and fitter everyday...hmm..just abit skinny though...

i hope friday faster come..so that his fitness test will faster be over and also i can celebrate his bdae for him...

sometimes i really hope that i can tie him up with mi so that i wont miss him so much...

2006-06-05T22:14:00.000+08:00

muahahaha...thx to my twin, jerry..so i start to bog here le...this is my first blog here!!!!!! lets see how many ppl come n visit my blog...do say hello at my tagboard to let me know that you are here....

hmm...today is the filming day!!!!! damn excited about it since yest...today woke up early in the morning to prepare for it...but somehow...my outbreak still cant be hidden...

lets preview some of the photo first...

chen han wei n mi

this is the tripod stand for lighting

the camera

process of decision

guess whos head is that?

u think shooting is very easy?

that's the designer, weiqi

the microphone man

the cameraman with his "machine gun"

filming time!!

discussing

yup!!!as u can see..i m in chen han wei group...n he is a fashion designer..i think i will win ba...he got alot alot of ideas..and he is very creative..haha..but i wont tell u..coz it is a surprise! and i think that the whole crew team were very friendly...esp the camera man...lol....chen han wei also very funny...he said alot og funny thing..but i think i kanna suan till very jialat..like "short" n "fat" thingy...okiex...i admit i am fat...esp infront of the tv..coz they say the tv will makes u looks fatter..shucks..i think i will look like some big white shark...

i think my that eposode will be damn funny lah..coz got alot of funny things that happened...my mum n sis also somehow unwillingly appear infront of the camera...sort of my fault..lol...and the crew think that what i said about my mum one was funny...

the crew also somehow chatted alot with my mum and sis...

later we set off for lunch...then we went to the coffeeshop at my hse there...then while we were half-way through eating...we saw another mediacorp bus..then we saw li ming shun and hong yi xin...such a coincidence..and i can see that li ming shun and chen han wei qutie close...n hong yi xin is damn skinny lah...

then..we went to arab street to buy our "ingredients" and we took alot long time to find what we want...then we went to this shop..then got this super duper funny singh or indian..we saw what we want at his shop..initially he didnt want to give us discount...and let mi tell u how much it cost for the cloth we want...it is $29/m...and we need 10m...go and calculate yourself..and worst still..we have a budget of 100bucks...n let mi tell u what...in the end..somehow...maybe is my luck(this is what they said)..that cute indian sponsored us!!!!!! and this is the first time that anyone had sponsored the contestant u know...muahahahaha....

and later we went to bugis village to search for accessories...and we also took a very long time to find it...i felt shy when i reached bugis village coz you cant imagine the number of people that is watching us...it is just so uncomfortable...

the last stop is at mediacorp...when we do the ending...and somehow...i become quite good with the designer..coz i just totally click with her..and e really talk about alot of things...

in conclusion, i think that filming is not an easy thing..it is tiring..and it really is..we took the whole day to film for a less than 15min showtime...i cna understand how tiring it is to be an actor or actress...however..it is damn fun..really...an unforgettable experience i can say...